My eyes opened to a cold drizzle, the winds heading east for the warm oceans and here I am sitting, gazing blindly out of the broken window, wondering what just happened. What day is it, what hour?, how long have I been sleeping? & how long have I been gone. Calm at first but then in pain, my mind lingers throughout the vacuumed room, searching for answers, answers to questions I haven’t really thought of, questions to reasons I really don’t understand and reasons to possibilities that have been slipping away from me like grains of sand.

Fallen in the corner of my 20’ x 30’ world are shards from the past. A past whose part I never wanted to be of, a past so dark that I could see the light being sucked away like a defenseless rodent being sucked into the fangs of a serpent. I continue my stroll for the era that I have woken up to, unknown to the presence of a certain someone walking cautiously, covering the shadows of my aimless journey. I realize only then that the hair on the back of my neck are brushing with the breath of this unknown shade. With a brisk move I turn around……..Nothing!!!.

Room after room I searched for souls, souls of those whose voices echoed endlessly in to my haunted ears. Voices so distant yet so close, their cries, their screams, their endless hopes, screeching like the wind on a stormy day. I can’t take this anymore; insane I shall be, left all alone in this endless parody. Tiered and disheartened I choose a corner, with my head heavy in my hands and my eyes glistened with tears, I try to bring sense to this insane world. What do I do?, Where have I landed?, I do not know, is it for real or just a phase waiting to go.

Disturbed are my thoughts and disturbed my existence.....